Tuesday, February 17, 2015

There is nobody I can talk to, the stress of trying to buy this house is killing me. I have no friends anymore, they are all just gone. I don't know where to turn. I just want it all to be over.

Tuesday, February 03, 2015

I am still not out of the fog yet, I have no direction, no motivation. I just keep on keeping on. Things are no better today than yesterday. I don't understand people any more. Their word just go right passed me. I don't know what to do any more.

Sunday, February 01, 2015

I don't know what to think any more. I seem so isolated and alone. Friends die and I never replace them, and I don't know why. I guess I can only tolerate a few types of people as friends.  I feel things, but not clearly.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

I am just lost any more, and don't know what to do. I have no friends any more, all my old friends are dead. It is funny that I really don't seem to care. I miss them. I just don't know what to do any more. I can't play the guitar anymore because my hands are stiff, and I have lost the music inside. Oh well I'll just keep pn keeping on,

Sunday, August 24, 2014

They are comming for me, the men in dark suits

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Things today

Outlaw something, then monopolize the sale of it -- in California (and many other states) the state monopolizes the sale of lotto tickets which is just another form of gambling. Most people won't even stop to question it.