I am still not out of the fog yet, I have no direction, no motivation. I
just keep on keeping on. Things are no better today than yesterday. I
don't understand people any more. Their word just go right passed me. I
don't know what to do any more.
I don't know what to think any more. I seem so isolated and alone. Friends die and I never replace them, and I don't know why. I guess I can only tolerate a few types of people as friends. I feel things, but not clearly.